A Leap Of Faith

Sometimes courage looks less like slaying dragons and more like opening the front door, stepping out, and trusting life has a new place prepared for you.

I had a birthday last week – my 73rd. I feel old-er, but not old, if that makes sense. And what’s on my mind these days as I work on my beloved Kawandis? It’s moving - from my little house into something a little bigger, in an area that’s more about celebrating and honoring the aging process - offering countless possibilities to expand my horizons in so many ways.

I’m shaking my head here that I’m even considering it, since this home has been my sanctuary for almost 20 years. It welcomed me after the harsh realities of Los Angeles and the end of a relationship I thought would last. It comforted me through the passing of both my parents, multiple breast cancer scares, and deep anxiety. Of course, it has also been the place where I’ve felt safe to write a book, create art, teach workshops and start a podcast.

But what I’m realizing is that sanctuaries, over time, can also be confining - protecting us from risk, surprise, and growth.

So, what do I do with that realization? Well, maybe it starts with truly believing there’s more to life ahead at my age. More amazement; more connection; more wisdom; and letting this peaceful haven of mine bless someone else.

Whatever comes my way though, from my heart to yours, I just want to thank you for keeping me company during another year around the sun. You are a gift!

Oh, I almost forgot! If you’re curious about this new piece I’m working on, every stitch is infused with thoughts of stepping out of my comfort zone and watching the net appear. Her name… is "Faith."